date:
Saturday, April 28, 2007
sigh so much has happened.
my birthday's coming up in less than 12 hours, but i'm less than enthusiastic about it. there's just been so much going on... with my family, with my spiritual life, my friends, my studies, him, you name it, i got it. sometimes i'm just so tired of it all.
since i was a little girl, my dream was to live in a cottage at the countryside or by the seaside, have a lovely horse that can bring me on rides where i can let myself loose. but of course, such dreams never come true.
spent my day listening and sining along to songs. music really heals my soul. especially songs that link emotions to mine so strongly i break down and cry
it's a long long journey
till i know where i'm supposed to be
it's a long long journey
and i don't know if i can believe
when shadows fall and block my eyes
i am lost and know that i must hide
it's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you
Many days i've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strongi know i will falter
i know i will cry
i know you'll be standing by my side
it's a long long journey
and i need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
i don't even know why i do the things i do
when pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause it's a long long jouorney
till i feel i am worth the price
you paid for me on calvary
beneath those stormy skies
when satan mocks and friends turn to foes
it feel like everything is out to make me lose contrl
cause it's a long long journey
tilil i find my way home to you.
kaela @
1:42:00 PM